~deidara183

A handful of friends already know this story. I just felt like I should repost it here because there are a lot of cosplayers here in dA.

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Grr...
typed by kairee on April 11, 2007 at 11:10 AM

i've told some people about follower_of_karl_marx, who PM'd me before through YM. eto yung una naming conversation:

follower_of_karl_marx: ikaw yung cosplayer nung ame fair ng bible black ano?
jazz: ako nga po bakit?
follower_of_karl_marx: wala lang.
follower_of_karl_marx: i was wondering at first kung sino kayo.
jazz: ah ehe
follower_of_karl_marx: that was probably your 1st cosplay
jazz: yeah. why
follower_of_karl_marx: i knew it.
follower_of_karl_marx: the way you did the catwalk.
jazz: uhm who are you anyway
follower_of_karl_marx: it doesn't matter.
follower_of_karl_marx: let's just say a very old cosplayer. one of the 1st cosplayers.
jazz: ooh
jazz: well, ill take that as a very useful tip then ^^ domo
follower_of_karl_marx: try putting yourself into the character.
follower_of_karl_ma rx: that might work
follower_of_karl_marx: we were rather shocked at your catwalk
follower_of_karl_marx: most of us were.
follower_of_karl_marx: even those who cosplayed the sex beasts were surprised.
follower_of_karl_ma rx: be very careful
follower_of_karl_marx: it might start people harrassing you.
follower_of_karl_marx: there are children you know.

i was polite to him/her then, thinking that it was a constructive criticism on his/her end


then, he PM'd me again this morning:

follower_of_karl_marx: hmm...
jazz: yes?
follower_of_karl_marx: how many times have you cosplayed?
jazz: once
follower_of_karl_marx: ahh..
follower_of_karl_marx: kaya pala.

fucking bastard... -__-

jazz: dont worry, if you dont want me to cosplay anymore, i wont
follower_of_karl_marx: hmm...
follower_of_karl_marx: i remember there was a time when those text networks were alive.
follower_of_karl_marx: kung ano ano'ng kalokohan ang ginagawa ng mga tao.
follower_of_karl_marx: lol.
jazz: text networks?
follower_of_karl_marx: setting up clans and other crap.
follower_of_karl_marx: lol.
jazz: ah.
jazz: and .. your point is?
follower_of_karl_marx: lol.
follower_of_karl_marx: my point is, they're all stupid.
jazz: i see.
follower_of_karl_marx: and rather funny
follower_of_karl_marx: how i scoff at them.
jazz: why are you telling me this?
follower_of_karl_marx: lol.
follower_of_karl_marx: i told that to everyone on my list.
follower_of_karl_marx: the 1st one to reply would be the person i'd talk to.
follower_of_karl_marx: and because i know you're a part of the sad sad group called the Anime Clan.
follower_of_karl_marx: hahaha.

that's it buddy, you've said enough!

jazz: dude, if you dont have anything good to say, shut the fuck up ok?
jazz: is it really hard for you to GET A FREAKIN LIFE?

then he stopped. i wanted to abuse him more but i thought, "I would stoop to his level if i do.." so tumigil na din ako.

if he does not want me to cosplay anymore, fine, i wont. just to shut his mouth. But he attacked Anime Clan as well. I can't accept that! He/she has gone too far...

But i can't do anything. I'm fuckin helpless..

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his latest message
typed by kairee on April 12, 2007 at 11:00 AM

follower_of_karl_marx (4/11/2007 4:36:25 AM): lol
follower_of_karl_marx (4/11/2007 4:36:29 AM): you shut the fuck up
follower_of_karl_marx (4/11/2007 4:36:32 AM): you're a worthless cosplayer
follower_of_karl_marx (4/11/2007 4:36:39 AM): you should get a life
follower_of_karl_marx (4/11/2007 4:36:45 AM): cosplaying something as lame as bible black
follower_of_karl_marx (4/11/2007 4:37:00 AM): you got the organizers in a lot of shit because of you and your stupid stunt!

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Yeah, I know it's already an old issue. But everytime I read it or think about it, it still hurts. As if I don't have the right to cosplay. I know I shouldn't be affected, but I am, deeply. As loser as it may sounds, that's how I feel.

Follower_of_karl_marx. Let me cosplay. Just to prove myself. Then, maybe, the feeling would soon disappear. And so will your type.